The Girl Who Waited

Waiting was always painful for her, but waiting for her loved one had taken that pain to new heights.

While it would be no lie to say that they’d both sacrificed a lot to finally be able to touch each other, to hug, to kiss, to sit next to each other in companionable silence, just soaking in each other’s presence. It was more true that her loved one, sitting in an passenger plane, with its cramped seating in the pressurized narrow metal tube, held aloft by human ingenuity and the roaring deafening sound of its engines, and, of course, the inordinate financial cost of such an endeavour, had made the greater sacrifice.

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Star Trek: Gateways (intro draft)

Stardate: 55570.5 (Jan, 2379) Darkness, lit only by the occasional spark or flickering console. Commander Jason Anthos blinked to make sure he still had vision. He looked over at the closest officer, Science Officer Baldwin, who was nursing a rather nasty cut on her head, presumably when something above her had exploded, sending shrapnel everywhere.

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Neurotypical vs Autistic Perspectives?

I’ve been writing some posts about Autism in a few other places lately, and I’ve been referencing the notion that Autistics brains neuronal connections are more structured and “fewer” than the “denser” more chaotic neuronal connections in a Neurotypical brain. This notion came from this study: https://www.nature.com/articles/s41598-017-16440-z specifically the below image. (Some notes and caveats:

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His/My/Our Life?

This is something I wrote sometime last year, much has changed since then. Like a lot. But the vast majority of this is still relevant so I figured why not post it? [Trigger Warnings: Misgendering, Childhood Trauma, Ableism, Bullying, Homophobia, Internalised Transphobia, Self Harm, Suicide, Mental Health, Medications, Hospital, Emotions, Bad Parenting, Dissociation, everything?] Insanely

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Hypothesis: Neurotypicals lack empathy for anyone but those they’re close to, while autistics are more than capable of empathy for everyone.

The lack of considerate behaviour I’ve seen in apparently neurotypical people (given their sheer majority, I’m making the assumption that everyone I see exhibiting these behaviours are NT) when dealing with people they don’t know is astounding. Whereas I will often go out of the may to make sure I’m not, or won’t be impinging

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